this lil thing ima bout to stick in is to stop the underline glitch in my soon to be changed header image from spreading to my journal text for the moment.



Title is all i can articualte of a morning.
Ok so i don't make a habit of looking at my face in the mirror the moment i wake up (like, i try to avoid it akshully), so don't ask me what possessed me to this morning.
But i did, while trying and failing to sleep in (holy shit first morning ive been able to sleep in for over a fortnight) but waking up early all the time sets my body in a rythym thats hard to break. ANYWAY, digressing, i looked at my eyes for some reason... only to find my left iris wasn't matching the contraction rate of my right one, which has.... never happened before to me that ive noticed.

I don;t know if it's just eye strain from all the close concentration work ive been doing in jewellery finishing everything for my review yesterday, and then i had to work on my animation on the computer all night, so possibly just stress/muscle strain in my eyes, making my left iris a bit lazy?
I checked them again after i watched some telly and relaxed (again, something i haven't done in a very long time) and they were contracting at an even rate when light hit them, so... yea, i dunno, has this happened to anyone else? Should i be worried, getting a check at the optometrist? I told my mum when she came in to say goodbye ( going to work ) and she noticed it too and left me the medicare card to use if i want to go get a checkup.
I don't really want to go get a checkup simply cause my animation is due tomorrow and i have to work like a mo'fo' on it all day today. wasn't planning on leaving the house for that reason.


Oh yea, joy of joys my main computer out of the blue decided it doesn;t recognise it's own sound making equipment, and i cant listen to music on it while i work. And it feels wierd listening to my Mp3 player while sitting at the comp, i like open air music while i work, so i've had to employ trevor to sit on the other chair behind me and play stuff out loud... but of course, his windows media player is shit, so half the few albums i recorded onto him don't work, and his disk drive has been fucked for ages now, so i can't play CD's on him either sooo T_____T limited amount of music for me while i work... joy.
I should stop being lazy and just hook Tank up to him and download my music library on trevor that way (Tank is the name of my MP3 player btw lol. Mainly cause he's massive and clunky and way better than an ipod )

so yea, speaking of not being able to play CD's on trevor, i bought the non-special $25 version of RevengeOfTheFallen yesterday as a pat on the back to myself for doing well in my end of semester review yesterday ^.^
They liked everything, said i was progressing well, Karin was really pleased i managed to actually make a circuit for the Bramble pendant that was giving me so much grief before, BUT... apparently Bales are the bane of my existance Bales are those little things that connect pendants to necklaces. And im very slap-dash with mine, cause they're usually the last thing i do and i don't have time to pay them a whole lot of mind. Woops. Oh well, at least they really really liked my reticualtion pendants ^.^


SO YEA what else did i mean to mention?
Ummmm, i still have shitloads to do even though im very nearly on holidays and only have my animation thing left to do.
Ive got to reallt urgently sort out my accomodation for MidFur cause i sorted my flights, and my taxes came through so IM NOT POOR ANYMORE! YAAAAY! And ive picked up another earcuff commission so i'll be using our free studio access until the 20th thing for that and one or two other bits i can possibly sell at MidFur (without a table, cause i never got around to booking one cause my midfur login isn't working, suprisesuprise, same thing happened last year )
Uuuuur OH i remember, i had a huge weekend last weekend, like NON-STOP MAN. Bus shopping trip on saturday was OK. I got some pants and a top and soft black licorice (OMNOMNOM) and there was this toy place on the list of shops, and i wassn't particularly excited, cause usually toy stores on bus shopping trips are backwater sheds with shitloads of 2dollar shop reject stuff...
But to my surprise and glee, it was an old brand name surplus place, which meant... DUNDUNDUUUUUUUUUN THE HOLY GRAIL OF OLD TRANSFORMER TOYS FORM A FEW YEARS BACK! Seriously, you know those dreams where you find shops and they have SHITLOADS of the stuff you want, and then you wake up all dissapoint because the shop doesn't exist?
This was like a real life version of one of those shops
I was a good girl though. I only bought an allspark-saga scout class elita-one, an indiana jones mini Shia le-boufe cause he;s all awesomely articualted and just looks exactly like sam witwicky anyway, and, because ide joked earlier that the store would have nothing of interest to me and if by some wild chance they had a little model of a nissan fairldy i'de get that.... well, they had a mini die cast model of a nissan fairlady Z, and it was too much of an 'OH SHIT NO WAI' moment to not buy it... and it was only $4 so like, pfffffff i'm going to repaint it to prowl's colours even though it doesn't transform
So bus trip was good, and then i got to come home to wheeljack. Yes Wheeljack. He arrived the day before and my dad picked him up from the post office for me.
WHY DID NO ONE MENTION THAT ALTENATORS ARE LIKE, VOYAGER CLASS SIZE???? shit i thought they were deluxe class, BUT HEY im not complaining, i only paid $40 for him and that includes postage, so im ONE HAPPY CHAPPY. and damnit he's so freakin cute i LOVE him ^.^
Him, Swerve and Jolt are going to end up turning my room into a crater
I'm such a retard.
anyway.

Sunday was hectic cause i picked up a shift at work from 8:30 to 12:00, and im not even going to go into the debarcle that shift was, so then i had rehersals, and then i had a gig for the rotary club at the Marconi, singing for lil kiddies and dissabled and old people.
It is very humbling to go on stage and sing a song that used to shut a crowd up instantaneously only to hear little kids running around squeaking balloons for the whole thing I like that, keeps my ego down! Yea cause the act before us was these dudes teaching everyone how to make balloon animals, so all our songs wereaccompanied by the sounds of squeaking plastic.

So the rest of my week has been working my ass off to get everything ready for review, which i did, and now i have animation at 4pm tomorrow, and pub celebrations after that ^.^ and then i have to get quite a bit of other shit done before i leave for melbourne on the first of december.

Oh, and i'm going to get my arse kicked by Dr. Swaraj for getting fat again i have an appointment with the lovely endocronologist onthe 19th in which i will be begging and pleading that he refer me to a skin specialist that will treat my hormonal acne, because i'm sick of it. I'm 21 damnit, im over this shit, i want it gone, puberty is all but over for me damnit, in two years my wisdom teeth will have all passed that lovely window where the roots are just unformed enough for them to be easily taken out, and i'f the acne hasn't at least died down by thenn i'll be seriously pissed, but in the meantime, my friend is taking something that isn't metformin and says it's working wonders and why the hell aren't i on it? And my parents are enclined to agree.

Ive been thinking about my G1 TF version of me lol, what it would look like, and realised ide be one of those bots that always has a face-guard on, cause i don;t even like my face when i cover it with make-up... im possitively ASHAMED for anyone to see it without make-up.
It really is that bad.
I just try not to think about it.
Really doesn't help that i'm a chronic picker. Can't leave the damn pus alone >.<

yes, charming, i realise. Shutup, it's OCD as far as im concerned.

Ugh. I got to get a move on and start working.

damnit i feel like bikeriding but this animation is too important to not do T_T



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